Archive for July, 2011

25 Shit

July 25, 2011

It’s been a long while since I last said my piece in writing. I’m more of a talker than a writer so I usually force people around me to listen or I simply find others who might be interested. I don’t think it comes with age but perhaps it’s more of a personality thing – my constant desire to be heard. I’m a very opinionated person and I like to engage with conversations of the mind rather than talking with my mouth.

At 25, I have a lot going on. I usually waste my time thinking of my next travel, when I will finally have the courage to enroll in graduate school, when and will I ever be promoted at work, if I can finish law school or if MBA is better suited for me and a whole lot more. There is that constant reminder that time is running out but I just can’t figure what to do next.

I know my concerns are petty and perhaps others my age don’t actually bother themselves with these. How I wish I’m the type but it’s innate to me to concern myself with all these freakin’ mature and boring stuff.  I love writing aimlessly to show just how things are pretty messed-up in my head. Thoughts just come rushing from all directions.

You know how they say you should prioritize, that I think I have yet to learn. Fuck those who’s got it all figured-out. And yeah, I doubt if someone really has it all figured out. I’ve gotta be honest though, I envy, if insecure is a little too much for my ego, those who’s got it all figured out.

And just like that Nickelback’s song, I say: “I’m gonna trade this life for fortune and fame. I’d even cut my hair and change my name”.

This was totally pointless. Blame it on the age. Peace!